soooooo my scale says that i gained like 4 lbs in two days, im hoping that is water weight.. lol, but either way OPERATION SUMMERTIME has to come into play.
that means im signing up for tanning today, losing weight... getting back on track with my easting habbits and working out........ AND when i lose 10 more lbs, i decided on getting tips. <3 (sarah, you should too)
besides from that though, i have been the happiest girl ever, and oh, guess what... were having a superhero themed party next month. get jealous. im going to go look for some ideas. <3
....but i'm pretty sure sarah and i might just already be.
alright.. so i lied. it was prob only like 50 pages... and it wasn't too bad, i just don't know how to explain all the procedures to someone who can barely speak english. well see.
p.s. guy just called, i have an interview for a second job. awesome.
Last night my boss came up to me when I was alone and showed me a picture of a little girl. Her body was held up in a chair by braces and her head was tilted all the way to the side. It was his 4 year old daughter back in Egypt. My boss exlpained to me that has tried everything he could back in Egypt, but it wasn't enough; the only thing the doctors could tell him about her, I could have. ....So he handed me a packet and told me he needed to help his daughter, but that he couldn't read what was in the packet; he asked me to read it and tell him what it said and what he needs to to do by tomorrow (today). ....of course I say yes..
I came home and started looking at the stack of papers, basically he is asking for a medical visa to the united states for his family... ok so i have to read through these papers twice in order to understand them.. what am i going to do. there is probably about 100 pages, and when i ask my boss if i should stock the soda cooler he doesn't understand what i mean. UGHHHHHHHHH I am frustrated, not to mention i had 45 mins of sleep yesterday so i barely even cracked this stack of papers... and i need to tell him what everything means by 4 o'clock, and i have to get done everything else i had planned.
I really want to help him.. and i hope i can... but it just seems impossible to me right now.
anyhow............ mike came over the other night and it was amazing. i haven't felt that comfortable and happy with anyone in awhile, with an exception for the obvious. i am really thrilled about it.
another positive note, i surpassed my goal.. and thirdly i watched the adams family movie the other night... i forgot how amazing it was/is.
alright, so I am a faggot and I have been off of my diet and everything for about a month. My ass gained 4 lbs. SO my goal is to lose that in 7 days. Its prob not going to happen.. but I'll try..
I have so much school work and cleaning and etc to do. ridiculous. I might just go crazy. And I know Miss Pavone is on the same page because our professor would rather eat doughnuts than be in the classroom. AAAANNDDD I need to keep my grades up because I think I am going to go against everything I have ever said and change my major into nursing.
There used to be this boy I loved, kid used to be my best friend, and now I have lost almost all of my respect for him. sucks.
Today is Friday, so that means my boss will be on the floor all night. cool.
things have been getting better, but i can't say the same for the outside. The weather is terrible and my road hasn't been touched. Maybe school will be delayed tomorrow... I should probably be shoveling now. I guess I'll have to think about that. Ugh... I've been slacking.
Renae's birthday is coming up. Sarah and I are thinking.. 80's? we'll see. I hope we will have a place to have it. I might have to push Justin into it... ah reminds me I need to finish his card.
I am listening to a band that sounds like a terrible redefined/open fire.... it is is the funniest/worst thing ever.
So I have not read my journal in years, and I have decided that I am amazing. I should write a book.
Not much has changed from what I have written last.. but, I have a niece now, Abby. She's a monster and I still don't like Greg. ..I just found out that he probably stole a set of tools from my dad. Good to know. ....changing the locks again.
I start school in a couple of days. Weird feeling. A lot of my friends are already in school, living there... weirder feeling. I thought we were still in 8th grade.
I don't know if anyone has a livejournal.. I think it would be a good idea. I know I am not very good at keeping in touch.
Justin and I will be a year on the 22nd. He is wonderful. I can not believe how happy we are. I still get excited to see him, and we still can't keep a fight. It is lovely.
So Steve Irwin was killed by a poison barb on a sting ray... I have never heard of that.
im nervous to see grandma and honestly this weather is bringing me down.
this weekend will be that of an amazing one. i cant wait to see cliff harvey & brian, and a handfull of people that ive heard nothing but great things about. deff looking forward to this.
p.s. the killa millas were the worst team of all time.
mouth full of shot gun surpassed any and all of my expectations. must check them out.
ive never seen a man look more beautiful on stage. for someone to have that much emotion, talent, and beauty is unreal.
i was in the hospital all day. grandma had triple bipass.
it was hard to look at her afterward.. sedated so much she was in a coma like state, to see the blood all over her, seemingly frail. hopefully, seemingly. the woman is so strong though, living through cancer, strokes, 2 angioplasties, etc. i cant have anything but hope and faith.
finally saw justin tonight.. i guess its only been a few days. but i had an amazing time. oh yeah, i actually found out this kid should be sarahs boyfriend. because honestly sarah is what we call NBM. or atleast i think that was the abbreviation.. i dunno, this is why i suck at anatomy and should give up a career as a veterinarian. cool.
ive come to the conclusion that i do hate most boys... though everything with justin is amazing.
rachel was just here. saturday was my nephews 1st birthday party, i saw family that i havent seen in years. i miss/hate them. oh yeah, i am going to strangle greg. everyone make sure you write to me in prison, that would be greatly appreciated. thanks.
i have a headache. subway ran out of the chick parm i want to try, i lost my ymca card. im scared about this week. i guess ill call lifestyles now.
"he said he loved me tonight, like for real" "no way, what did you say?" "that he didnt" "what did he say?" "ok"
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